They say curiosity killed the cat...
I've always liked that phrase but I guess I liked it best when it's combined with the theory of felines having nine lives...
Do you think they use eight towards curious endeavors?
I wonder if I would be less of a weenie if I had few extras lying around?
I've recently came to the conclusion that I just need to suck it up.
I can't let anxiety of new things get in my way.
It's been bad in the last month especially after Ian went on tour. Some days I've gotten to the point of full blown attacks.
Mind over matter. That's my new motto. I've been sticking myself in situations where my anexity has been the worst. Making myself confront my fears head on...
It's been working! :]
The last week or so I believe I have more control than I have since I've moved from Indiana. :]
Here's what I've accomplished in the effort of self improvement and stepping out of my comfort zone in the last couple of weeks.
-After being without a car and anyone to drive me place to place I had to venture completely on my own...Without any trouble have been going all over town and to work by walking or public transit. Which has made me so much more comfortable with the city. It's been strange without a car but I definitely needed this to break out of my shell. :]
-I signed up for kickboxing lessons! :] My first lesson will be next week. I'm really excited to find my center and exercise at the same time.
-Fully understanding how my body reacts to different foods. Cutting out lots of dairy, red meat, overprocessed food, and coffee. Eating tons of grains, fruits, and veggies. I love how my body feels and my skin is starting to look. After eating so well then falling off the bandwagon because of a craving the other day made me realize how my eating habits truly affect me. It's amazing. In the habit of treating my body right I've completely changed my cosmetics and skincare routine. Love it!
- I've been trying to read more. Someone suggested an amazing book! Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill. I've been obsessed ever since. I'll be on a quest for another book soon. :]
-In order to achieve my ambition of creating my own jewelry line I started a separate account, making business plans, ordering supplies, and cleaning up my brand. I'm very excited. Many of you know.. it takes time and many trials in order to start something you are truly happy with. I have finally found some designs I'm truly in love with. :] Everything is on track to launch this late spring/early summer. :D
-Surprise opportunity occurred! :] I was asked to model for a very nice salon that's located downtown Seattle. I've model for multiple hair cosmetic companies before during hair shows but not for an actual salon. Professional photos. Styled. I'm very excited to see how my hair and the photos will turn out. Also, I hope this opportunity will allow me to work with them again in the future with other events and opportunities. :]
Progress. Progress. Progress. Love. Love. Loooove.
I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that over thinking so much can stop me from enjoying life. Taking the necessary leaps to get me to where I want to be.
I'm excited for what's in store ladies and gents! :]
Over thinking often leads to a life not lived. ;]
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